minsan lang ulit makapagblog... para makapag-isip na din ulit ako. minsan lang magpaka-miserable. *just based from the saying that overthinking is bad for the health. :) but i still do.* transitions, transitions, transitions. it's somewhat fascinating when you think, or realize, or experience ahead of some people. you relate to what happens to them, and enforce a plausible reaction, depending on how you want them to act on the situation. but sometimes, it's better to say "just live it your way. it's your life, you dress your own style." variations, variations, variations. it's inevitable that we would all go through variations. just like the concept of derivatives in calculus. everything changes as time goes by. but how we tend to variate to those variations is what really matters the most. agree? technology is rocking right now. i recently saw a video wherein an image of a numpad projected in a person's hand was clicked. it's really cool. how was that possible? what about the shadows? what about everything? well. we are limitless. wala ako maisip.bye.
blast eternity and it's constituents high above the sky and let the wind blow reality to your face. slap your face with honey and enjoy the sweet smell. then let the bees sting your face till it's like a red cloud. clean your face with a clean, white plain towel that is slightly wet until only the inflammation is left. ending with a wait until your faces turns back to it's usual form. then do it all again. plan for an outing in the woods and feel the tension between your feet. race towards the door and make way to the woods. but find yourself in a mall buying things and home again. surmount any oblivion that spells upon you. submit to the upheaval of the uprising blasphemy. see an eminent wave of light flash, and grind your discrepancies to dust.
a grasp, for a nice rotation from the tip of the staff... from nothing,to something, to nothing, to something,... the line goes on over and over again.
oh well. my site's getting rusty, so i decided to get it going for a bit. it's vacation, and the sickening breeze of boredom takes over the room again. wanting to do something, anything as long as it makes the time worthwhile. but you just can't erase the fact that you want to rest, and think. so it's really freaking confusing. my mind seems to be flying; i can't really think of what to write right now. well, it's always been an on and off me, right? it's hard, really hard. but you know what they say, you just can't give up. life always has it's share of ups and downs. it's hard being me: someone who doesn't think straight: someone whose mind oscillates all the time. but what's fun about it is that i get to some more things than some other person can. maybe i intentionally wanted to feel frustrated and anxious. a complete blank, maybe it's due to lack of activities. yeah, that's it. got the answer. i hope this attempt to remove boredom gives a lot of essence for this time being.
why am i even posting nonsense here? onga pala, para matanggal un kalawang. ^^
